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[SienaJackson]

Hi, I'm new here, but I love photoshop, I always put me w/ Michael and others, but I've learned how to make wallpapers, the Josh and other Michael forums I am on have lots LOL I also make Michael/Frodo ones...but I will post some of my stuff here...I am a writer as well, and I've done one drawing of Michael (gotta do another one soon) and one of Josh GRoban ( Like him as well) and I'll draw Frodo eventually (Love all of them and Elijah Wood) but here's a sample of what I do...

[Sharon007]

I like your work there. I can do photoshop but it looks interesting. Maybe when I get the programme I could put a pic of Me in with Michael

[magic]

I remember I also used to add my face in Michael's pics I better not show any

[Sharon007]

magic, on May 21 2008, 12:33 PM, said:

I remember I also used to add my face in Michael's pics I better not show any

Have you still got them on your PC? Maybe you should show them they might be good .

[soap]

I think so too. I want to see them

[SienaJackson]

On some forums I got accused of being creepy and obsessive, just like some ppl think I am w/ Josh Groban and Frodo and Elijah Wood LOL!! But I do it in fun and love, nothing more LOL forgot to supbscribe to my own thread LOL!!

[SienaJackson]

I also like Josh Groban and Frodo, and my friends have been showing me how to do different layers and stuff, here's a pic of Josh Groban and it looks like it's raining on him, but in life it's 3 pix, a beach, him, and a rainy background all sandwitched together:

[magic]

sharon007, on May 21 2008, 05:19 PM, said:

Have you still got them on your PC? Maybe you should show them they might be good .

Yes I still have few I even made a movie with Michael and myself many years ago I'm not sure if I have it though lol

SienaJackson, on May 21 2008, 05:44 PM, said:

On some forums I got accused of being creepy and obsessive, just like some ppl think I am w/ Josh Groban and Frodo and Elijah Wood LOL!! But I do it in fun and love, nothing more LOL forgot to supbscribe to my own thread LOL!!

Yeah, it's a great fun As I said I used to do it by myself.

[Sharon007]

magic, on May 21 2008, 09:01 PM, said:

Yes I still have few I even made a movie with Michael and myself many years ago I'm not sure if I have it though lol


Yeah, it's a great fun As I said I used to do it by myself.

What was the movie about? I am very interested.

[magic]

sharon007, on May 22 2008, 12:12 PM, said:

What was the movie about? I am very interested.

About who else? Me and Michael maybe 1 min long lol

[Sharon007]

magic, on May 22 2008, 10:23 AM, said:

About who else? Me and Michael maybe 1 min long lol

yes but what were you doing in the film were you holding hands and kissing or wehre you just walking side by side?

[magic]

sharon007, on May 22 2008, 12:28 PM, said:

yes but what were you doing in the film were you holding hands and kissing or wehre you just walking side by side?

I was reading Dancing The Dream and Michael came out of the book and what happened next doesn't matter

[Sharon007]

magic, on May 22 2008, 11:05 AM, said:

I was reading Dancing The Dream and Michael came out of the book and what happened next doesn't matter

oooh wondering what happened after

[SienaJackson]

OMJ! It's been so long since I been here. OMJ! Now look, Michael's not on the physical Earth anymore! But, in my eyes, I still see hear sense feel and LOVE him, he's still made 'a Zanny and I want Captain Eo to remake him, then he can still do his 02 shows, still have him. I want to go to Captain Eo's planet (the planet "MichaelJackson" all one word) and work for him kissing all the Zanny creatures and ppl, bringing them to life and his first payment could be a Zanny Michael I could have. I'd have him then, like Queen Latifa says, "We had him" but I still NEED him! I concider myself a widdow now. I make some new wallies, and I will put them here. After all, he's not physically here no moer but he's w/ me.













Here is an Icon I made:


Soon to be new siggy:

Edited by SienaJackson, 11 July 2009 - 02:22 PM.

[magic]

We all miss him and need him badly! No one can understand that, just those who feel the same

And welcome back! I think it helps to be around fans. At least fans are those who I want to meet right now.

[SienaJackson]

Yeah. It does help to go towards the fans and friends here, for me anyway, on Facebook, myspace, MJFC, and other places. Teh Positive Voices group I'm in is all coming together again, it's nice, but it 's a heck of a price to pay. I hope I don't forget to log in here iether LOL It's been so long. I made this...

[SienaJackson]

New Poem for Michael~Never Far Behind~



Never Far Behind

Michael, you may not walk upon the earth now,
but you're still with me even now.
Thru a voice among the trees
or a gently blowing breeze,
a quiet voice to sing me a song
and I don't believe that this is wrong.

You put your arms around me to quiet my reeling mind
that's how I know you're never far behind.
You come to me when I'm in fright
just like in the earthly life
to see that I'm alright.

I feel you Michael in everything I do
and I will never stop loving you.
A baby's smile or the laugh of a child
lets me know you've come back for a while.

Why did it hurt when you left so much?
I suppose because now I don't have the physical touch,
but I know you're still here with me
even if it's only the heart that I see
but I still see you plain as day
you will never fade away.

I see you and I hear your soft voice in my ear
letting me know you're always near.
I wish you were Zanny I really do,
then I could still hold onto you,
and then I'd never have to be blue.

But when the world crashes down on me
and when things seem to go so terribly
when the night becomes a horrid place
I feel your presence or see your face,
and that's a love nothing will ever replace.

Thru tiny little special signs
like when the light of morning shines
or a song that helps me to unwind
Michael, I know you're never far behind.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* © 7-8-2009




Michael's Magic Light

The fireworks in the sky tonight
seem to glow alittle extra bright,
could that be Michael's magic light?
Could it be he is watching over me tonight?
Making sure that I'm alright?

I hope as I wish upon that star
that you are happy wherever you are
and that you still know I love you from afar.

Michael's magic light
is a force that glows so very bright
it guides me thru the lonely night
but every day is a constant fight
to keep myself from outwardly crying
because my world is slowly dying.
I'm not anyone special it's true
but Michael Jackson was my world and now I am so blue.
I heard his music and I was lifted
by the words of this angel truly gifted
with the ability to bring love
and teach us the grace of God above.

He walks thru the walls instead of doors,
he's a fleeting shadow 'cross the floor,
but he is not physically here anymore
and it shatters me to the core.

Michael's magic light still guides me from afar
it's the wish I make on the Evening Star
that his light always glows as bright
to guide me thru the lonely night
and keep the things that claw and bite
from coming to me and causing fright.
I feel his arms around me so tight,
he comes to make sure that I'm alright.

So when you see a glowing Star at night,
know that it is Michael Jackson's Magic Light.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* © 7-4-09 *screen name



My Letter To God

I know You have a master plan
but to figure it out so few of us can,
but why did you take this beautiful man?
Why did you take him when HE had his own plan
to take over the world and rock the land??
Help me Dear God to understand.

I know You are great and All Good,
but what did I do to lose us this Angel
who hurt anyone he NEVER would?
Why did You have to take Michael now?
What do we do with this empty and how
do we live in this dark, gloomy place?
I know he now walks within your grace
and he no longer has to run The Race,
but now I'm in a big empty space.

Dear God please help me to understand
why you reached down and took this man?
How I'll go on is a mystery I"m not sure I can.
I only wanted to love Michael for all time and more
I've never loved anyone this much before,
and I know I will know love never more.

I know You have a master plan
and now Michael's in the Greatest Neverland
where he will always be Peter Pan
but now he's left his Tinker Bell
this world is now a living Hell
but I can't help this hurt I feel.
I don't think I'll ever heal.
This pain it feels completely surreal
and my heart continues to reel.

I want you to come back to me Michael
I don't think I'll ever go on this way,
I'm in a gloomy place today
and when it will end no one can say,
I wish I could join you up there
and maybe then I wouldn't be so scared
but I will always love you and I'll be there
and I will continue to care

"In My Joy and my Sorrow,
In the promise of another Tomorrow,
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart."

I write this letter to God today
to help me understand why Michael went away
and for his return I continue to pray
and hope someday to meet him again
and be together in the end.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* © 6-30-2009
*Screen name*


I have this poem dying, pun meant, to come out.

My Heart Cries Blood

It is a dark and dreary place
tears stream like rivers down my face
I am in an empty lonely state
and I know nobody can relate.

My heart cries blood from deep within
to put to words I can't begin.
I feel like something good is gone
and I don't know how I'll go on.
No man will love me no one could
for now I have no more to give
I have no real reason to live
and I know I can do nothing good.

Michael Jackson inspired me
I write from the heart so openly
because he gave me a reason to be.
He gave me the strength to go on
now that strength is dead and gone.

No one will ever understand
I only wanted to take his hand
and he could fly us to Nevrland.
I had plenty of pixiedust
I'd bring enough for both of us.
But I've lost all my happy thoughts
I feel like all the good is lost.

Why Does God only take the best
and leave us with the rotten rest?
Why are there only murderers, robbers and fiends?
Why do the wicked rule the world it seems?
Michael was an angel among us here
and I know in my heart he is still near
but I can't help but cry devastated tears
for I loved him so much as never before
and I wanted to be with him forever more.

My heart cries blood today
for my happiness has gone away
the goodness has leaked out like a sieve
and I don't know why I bother to live.
I hope that the good Lord can forgive
the dark thoughts I have today
for right now my skies are dark and gray.
I don't know how I'll continue to get by
for like rain falling from the sky
my world continues to wither and die.
It's lonely, dark and dreary today
My Heart Cries Blood Today.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson* © 6-25-2009

[JuliasAngel]

Your artwork is beautiful