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[magic]

I've read Travis Payne, Michael's choreographer, said that he "hopes the movie will be part of the "healing process" for Jackson's fans." Do you think it will help you to heal after Michael's death?

I don't know if it will help me. I am just afraid it may get worse

[Phantom]

I am also not sure how I'll feel, and especially at the first time that I'll watch it

I am glad that I won't watch it alone

[witchanna]

yes i will help to deal with michael's death
i already got tickets for 1st novombmer to watch this is it

and if this is it comes out on DVD/VIDEO i will try to find michael and ask him to watch it with me

[BabyGirl]

Well, it could help in a sense that those, who cry about Michael inside could burst into tears and release the tension that they were containing all the time. If there will be some healing words, like "he was, he is, he`ll always be in our hearts" and we should learn from him and go further in our lives, that will never be the same, because we had Michael" maybe it could help.
But in my opinion choreographer just advertised the product, because he was payed to be shown on screen and interested in more viewers.

Edited by BabyGirl, 23 October 2009 - 03:21 PM.

[magic]

BabyGirl, on 23 October 2009 - 03:19 PM, said:

But in my opinion choreographer just advertised the product, because he was payed to be shown on screen and interested in more viewers.

Nah, I don't think like that about Travis Payne. He has known Michael for years. And it's not his first or only work with Michael on tours. I think he was there cause Michael already knew him, if I am not mistaken then from HIStory tour. All the others worked with Michael the first time.

[CHIKO]

No And for an unknown reason I have become worse, for the last three days I've been crying over Michael non-stop. I am just so heart-broken

[magic]

CHIKO, on 23 October 2009 - 08:13 PM, said:

No And for an unknown reason I have become worse, for the last three days I've been crying over Michael non-stop. I am just so heart-broken

I am not better as well. In first weeks I felt physical pain, not it's just moral. But I am also crying and ppl around me just seems to make it worse cause it seems like they have moved on and is tired of it. My bf even stopped talking with me. How nice

[BabyGirl]

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Nah, I don't think like that about Travis Payne. He has known Michael for years. And it's not his first or only work with Michael on tours. I think he was there cause Michael already knew him, if I am not mistaken then from HIStory tour. All the others worked with Michael the first time.

Unfortunately the fact that person worked with Michael don`t guarantee that it`s a good person...remember Murray....

[Alone]

Will This Is It film help you to heal?

No, it won't help, no. I don't know what could help, maybe just time, a looong time. But not a movie. I want to see this movie, because I never saw Michael on big screen with loud music of him, it will be awesome. But it won't help, no, no. And it won't make worst. There are no way worst as I felt that day when I heard that terrible news that he's dead. And sometimes this feeling comes back but you know live goes on...

[magic]

BabyGirl, on 24 October 2009 - 12:11 PM, said:

Unfortunately the fact that person worked with Michael don`t guarantee that it`s a good person...remember Murray....

yes, but Murray has been working with Michael for 1 month and during This Is It. He needed the money badly, still needs it. But Travis Payne already is famous choreographer. He's been working as choreographer with other big stars as well, including Janet. He also took part in WMA tribute with Janet, if I remember correctly. He was pretty close working with Michael. So I think what he does is cause he likes it, not thinking how to get more money as possible.

Alone, on 24 October 2009 - 08:23 PM, said:

And it won't make worst. There are no way worst as I felt that day when I heard that terrible news that he's dead. And sometimes this feeling comes back but you know live goes on...

what I am afraid is that it will be worse than now. No, it can't become worse than it was, but can become worse than it is now.


Well, girls, it's 4 days till we see it. How do you feel?

Part of me doesn't want to go actually, as I already said cause I am scared. I think there will be 2 things I will be thinking about. First is thay we will see what we have missed. And second, cause of Michael cause he really tried to make the best show that worlds has ever seen, from what I've seen in video fragments. He did it for his children and for us, fans. But he never will have a chance to bring it to the world how he wanted. He will not be there to hear and see us cheering from exciting of what we see in the show. We can enjoy it, but he couldn't.

[magic]

I just read every Ortega cried during the screening of the film so imagine about us!

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Though the men acknowledged a heavy responsibility, there were light moments during the interviews.

Payne and Bearden both smiled as they talked about working for the King of Pop and how he'd try to tell people what he wanted.

"I know you mean well, but ...," Jackson would say as he corrected colleagues, they recalled.

But all of them talked about he emotional toll that making this film has taken on them.

There were "a lot of tissue moments on this film," Bearden said.

Watch a former Jackson guitarist reflect on his career

Ortega added that he didn't know whether he could handle the emotional stress involved in making this movie so quickly.

Ultimately, according to Ortega, the movie proved to be cathartic.

"I thought I'd collapse," Ortega said. "I thought I'll never get through it, it's too hard, it's too soon, but in fact it was healing and helpful."

He hopes Jackson's fans will feel the same way.

http://www.cnn.com/2...ckson.thisisit/

[Phantom]

also we should keep in mind that what we'll watch is not complete

it's not what we would watch in the concerts, if they actually took place...

one thing that hurts more is that he didn't have the chance to make even a single concert

if he had this chance, at least, he would have been able to present his last work complete...

[magic]

Phantom, on 25 October 2009 - 11:22 AM, said:

also we should keep in mind that what we'll watch is not complete

it's not what we would watch in the concerts, if they actually took place...

one thing that hurts more is that he didn't have the chance to make even a single concert

if he had this chance, at least, he would have been able to present his last work complete...

yes, that's what I am also thinking. He would want it so much

[JuliasAngel]

I have booked to go and see the movie twice because I want to see Michael but honestly it won't help me heal. I am still depressed over the loss of Michael and although some people have moved on I haven't. When I see the movie it will most likely make me realize even more how much we have lost.

[magic]

JuliasAngel, on 26 October 2009 - 03:14 AM, said:

I have booked to go and see the movie twice because I want to see Michael but honestly it won't help me heal. I am still depressed over the loss of Michael and although some people have moved on I haven't. When I see the movie it will most likely make me realize even more how much we have lost.

I feel the same. I still haven't move on.

I am scared more every day.

[Sharon007]

I think it will make me worse

[magic]

it's strange but the film really helps me. If somebody will not drag me back into days before the premiere then I should be alright Although I am not sure how will I feel in the last screening after 2 weeks

[BabyGirl]

For me film is not helping by now. It`s getting worse. Because I avoid seeing and hearing Michael, I try only talk about him. But seeing for me is too painful. But I wanna see movie various times anyway, don`t know how I will feel after second time..

Edited by BabyGirl, 01 November 2009 - 12:40 AM.

[Annie]

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View PostCHIKO, on 23 October 2009 - 11:13 PM, said:
No And for an unknown reason I have become worse, for the last three days I've been crying over Michael non-stop. I am just so heart-broken

Magic:
I am not better as well. In first weeks I felt physical pain, not it's just moral. But I am also crying and ppl around me just seems to make it worse cause it seems like they have moved on and is tired of it.

You two described that pretty well. No it didnt heal me. On the contrary...it made me realise again what we have lost...

I'm heart-broken. And I'm crying.
And worst of all, nobody cares. People just think I'm silly. They don't understand that because a) some of them never cared or they already moved on.

I don't know if it will ever heal.. I miss Michael more than ever.

But in some way that's a good thing, cuz this way he won't fade away that quickly...no?

[BabyGirl]

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I'm heart-broken. And I'm crying.
And worst of all, nobody cares. People just think I'm silly. They don't understand that because a) some of them never cared or they already moved on.

I don't know if it will ever heal.. I miss Michael more than ever.

I feel similar. I really feel misunderstood by my closest people. Although I don`t expect them to because I already knew that Michael is closed theme for them.. but it`s hard

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But in some way that's a good thing, cuz this way he won't fade away that quickly...no?

I don`t think that anything connected with Michael will fade away easily. Because I`m sure he helped you to be the way you are now. He and his philosophy is already part of you and he already touched your hearts` strings so now it sings a duet with him. And you don`t have to think all the time about not letting Michael fade away. It`s just not possible anyway...